Tattoos really aren't my thing
{just being honest}.
Not for me personally.
If you, my sweet friend, want every limb and your entire trunk tattooed to the umpteenth degree - -
you go!
I was already a pin cushion much of my life with shots for the Multiple Sclerosis and medical procedures, so the thought of paying someone to purposefully stick needles in me,
ummmmm,
no thanks.
But I do know that much of this generation
{and many in my generation get into it now too}
digs 'em and all I can say is,
"whatever."
My two oldest daughters have some.
I can't remember if Tyler does or not,
but I know he has had one planned.
Anyway,
Karl, as I've previously mentioned, has them.
One on his chest.
It looks like this:
I just can't help but believe that unbeknownst to Karl,
it was put there prophetically.
Not just for us, but for him too.
When he wakes up and looks in the mirror,
he will see
TRUST
And for us, so that when we are there with him, praying over him and reading him scriptures, we can see it peeking out from under his hospital gown.
TRUST
So hard to live it out though sometimes, isn't it?
I know it is for me.
It is so easy to get wrapped up in the "what ifs".
But this is the verse I have had to go back to time and time again.
"You, oh Lord, will keep me in perfect peace,
when my heart and mind is stayed on you."
Isaiah 26:3
I'm realizing, yet again, that it's my choice to have peace.
I just have to continually resign my heart and mind to Him.
The barometer of
TRUST
is
PEACE.
The easiest and fastest way for me to get to that place of
PEACE
and quiet confidence in Christ
is through prayer and fasting.
It applies to every life situation.
I know many of you are going through
your own difficult places.
He offers us His peace,
but it's up to us...
Will we trust?
Moment upon moment...
day upon day.
Autumn also has some tattoos.
One of her tattoos is on the inside of her wrists so when she holds her wrists together
One says
Jeremiah
The other says
29:11
I told her the other day while we were sitting in the waiting room, "Honey, I don't believe for a second that your tattoo was really your idea. I believe that the Lord had you put it there for this very tragedy in your life."
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you, not to harm you, to give you HOPE and a FUTURE."
Jeremiah 29:11
Autumn lost her first love to a car accident on a sunny Sunday in July a few years ago. He was a kind-hearted young man that we all really loved. He was on his way to baseball practice and the car he was merely riding in took a curve too fast. He lost his life.
Autumn has struggled greatly with life and, quite truthfully, with God since Quinton was killed. It is difficult to explain tragedy to us adults, let alone young people.
So this traumatic accident with Karl on a sunny Sunday in July a few years after Quinton's death {as Karl came to pick up Autumn for church} is all too reminiscent to Autumn and our family.
What young person experiences a tragic car accident
on a sunny Sunday in July to the person
they love and care for twice in their short 22 years?
Downright dumbfounding to me.
I know adults who really have never even had any tragedy in their up-close lives. Maybe someone in their extended family, but not up-close, ya' know?
I choose to believe that the God's plans for Autumn and Karl are good, that Almighty God has HOPE for their future, and
that they/we/all of us can TRUST Him.
And when I focus on that fact, I find HIS peace.
As far as an update:
They allowed Karl to have the ventilator off for 28 hours and he breathed on his own the entire time. We believe that is wonderful.
I just spent an hour in talking to Karl and reading scripture over him and praying over him.
I sure love that young man and I can't wait till he can sit at my kitchen counter and turn red cause I've been teasing him again.
Please keep praying!!
*~*standing together till Karl is healed*~*